I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

well, my time came... i guess, se ya'll later... love...love...tears...

Saw "longest yard", this movie rocked...

Ha... this day my feelings were really weird. I mean, it was yeaterday, my chronical staying up extremely late messes me up... Anyways, Pyeatt told me we were going out to lunch to Crowley. I was wondering if there is some restaurant at Crowley, but actually it was a surprise! Ummmm, I love them! I love surprises and my friends! Deanna, Andrea, Matt, Ross, Whitney, Britni, Kara, and Vanessa, thank ya'll so much for organizing our little picnick!!!!!!!You can't even understand how much it means for me. It's been, great, guys! You' re soooooooooooo awesome! After hanging out with thes super-duper people, I went home and was supposed to pack. But instead I burnt for myself a couple of CD's (I have Ani DiFranco now, wooohooooo!), cleaned the house and ate a big bowl of salmon with rice. Yum! Then l realized that it was time to pack even if I didn't want it. I didn't. I suck. freaking packing depressed me. I was listening to the same CD the whole day. And yesterday, and the day before yesterday... Strange.. Sad... Actually, I'm probably so emotionaly exhautsted that I can't even cry... I wish I could. Though crying makes me look ugly. Urgh! Anyways, I completely finished packing only by now. And I took out several bags of trash at 3 am! I'm brave! So, now I'm swimming in the ocean of the Internet, trying to sink, becase I don't want to go back to my empty room... I thought I was fat, but my suitcases are worse. Though they weigh less than I do. I ate too much of junkfood today. Chips. Crackers. love them. Fat ass. But it made me be pleased. Though I wouldn't die if I didn't eat them... My mom will freak out when she sees me. She is upsess with being skinny. Too bad. Oh, well, I don't care. I'll run on the stadium and go to the pool when I come back. whatever... I'm starting to get weird and philosophical... I should stop otherwise I'll write bunch of crap. I'm surprised that people actually read my xanga. it must be boring because I'm such a commie retard..ok...enough...Thanks again for making my day so awesome! thinking that you made someone happy should be satisfacting.
My endless love,
Russian

I haven't started that book yet, but I'm about to

Yeah, and unfortunately I can't leave any comments on kara's or Deanna's xangas, my i'net shuts down any time i try to do so. Sucks. I love you though. Big time. Big love.